Life Filter

I have been thinking a lot lately about my job. It is no secret that Carolina Nightlife has been a huge success. However, where does that take me in the long run? Where will I end up, in say, 10 more years? I am no spring chicken anymore. I am closer to 30 than 20 and starting to feel like a change is needed, a big one.

After three decades of life, I am no closer to the next phase of life than I was in college. Sadly, I feel like I am farther away. The harder I work to grow CNL the more I alienate myself from the other things in life; church, family, friends, settling down, etc.

I feel like my life is full of toxic influences that I need to manage first. CNL is not the prime culprit of these influences but it introduces me to them. I need to apply a life filter to my job. Something that I create within myself to keep these influences from interfering with my life. Some people might simply call these morals or ethics. I need to strengthen mine whatever they are.